myself
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just want to write wads true inside mi. i feels like i've been a hypocrite. cant help it, perhaps sumtimes u have to be so tt ur friendship can last? i'm so afraid of friendship nw perhaps its cuz of dem. i tried so hard to build a relationship with dem. i reali tried. if u dun appreciate tts fine but u even step on mi.. felt so much like an idiot.i wun bother anymore.
felt so hurt. sumtimes i would rather go out all alone n nt b with frienz. y hav i becum like dis? Y dun u noe tt i am trying? do u hate reali hate mi so much? sumtimes i'm jus wondering.. izit reali so fun to tok behind ppl's back? i'm nt goin to care so much anymore. wad u wan to do u go ahead, anywae i've been hurt till dis much how much worst can i get? if u tink tt reali makes u happi u go ahead. i will not care anymore.
i knoe tt christian should not hate. but i hate u. i tried so much but dis is wad i get from u. i hate u. i'm not goin to act, to even try anymore. i'm going to be myself.
Past || Now
